i'm at school now, it's recess.
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hello phoebe who is standing beside me now...
we are both distraught. (-phoebe)
yes, indeed we are. i want to go home, to my tear-stained pillow...
Friday, June 30, 2006
Sunday, June 25, 2006
holidays :)
the holidays, oh i don't want them to end! i REALLY REALLY REALLY don't want them to end.
the past week has been the best, but at the same time, hard, in the sense.
but i have to FOCUS. i MUST. please please please, get the distractions out of my head!
never thought it would come to this. so soon anyway.
i don't want to be torn like this, i don't want to fall like this. but remember the chair: God always catches you when you fall.
so i hope i don't worry. :)
the past week has been the best, but at the same time, hard, in the sense.
but i have to FOCUS. i MUST. please please please, get the distractions out of my head!
never thought it would come to this. so soon anyway.
i don't want to be torn like this, i don't want to fall like this. but remember the chair: God always catches you when you fall.
so i hope i don't worry. :)
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
disconnections boo!
i wrote this whole post last night for the second time. But I got disconnected for the second time. So here I am trying to post it for the third time!
well yesterday (monday) was a good day, a fun day.
met phoebs in the afternoon to do maths at the library (sorry i was so late :P) it was rather unproductive though. haha. met ge for dinner after that (so sorry i pang seh-ed you again phoebs! :()
well last night was one of the most fun times i've had with ge, i must say. those few hours were, you could say, quality time. and we didn't even need to do anything special. ate dinner at macs, walked around, took me for ice cream at gelare, and that was all. i haven't spent time like that with ge in quite awhile. :) haha it was really nice, although the tickling was too much! ah hah, i'm not as stupid as you think ge! wo kan chuan le ni de ying mou! (i saw through your ploy!) heehee. :D better luck next time!
well today i woke up to phoebe's call at noon. lol. didn't hear the alarm ring. :P so met her to do maths hw at the library again. today was definitely more productive, thankfully.
dental at paragon tmr! shopping after? hehe.
well yesterday (monday) was a good day, a fun day.
met phoebs in the afternoon to do maths at the library (sorry i was so late :P) it was rather unproductive though. haha. met ge for dinner after that (so sorry i pang seh-ed you again phoebs! :()
well last night was one of the most fun times i've had with ge, i must say. those few hours were, you could say, quality time. and we didn't even need to do anything special. ate dinner at macs, walked around, took me for ice cream at gelare, and that was all. i haven't spent time like that with ge in quite awhile. :) haha it was really nice, although the tickling was too much! ah hah, i'm not as stupid as you think ge! wo kan chuan le ni de ying mou! (i saw through your ploy!) heehee. :D better luck next time!
well today i woke up to phoebe's call at noon. lol. didn't hear the alarm ring. :P so met her to do maths hw at the library again. today was definitely more productive, thankfully.
dental at paragon tmr! shopping after? hehe.
Monday, June 19, 2006
Father's Day
it was Father's Day yesterday.
service was tough to sit through. Through It All really struck me, and all the way through prayer and even during the first part of testimony sharing i was crying like nobody's business. i haven't cried like that for a long time. i guess yesterday it really hit me. well when we got up to greet each other lihui and ge gave me a hug. and luckily ge was sitting beside me through service, and faith too. haha well i'm sorry for that outburst, and thank you to all who were concerned whether i was ok. special thanks too to huan jun who prayed for us after i came to sit beside my mum after service, and the whole crying thing just started off again. well, it IS tough, and alot of memories came back yesterday. but still, i hang on to Him. of course i miss my dad, i miss him so much. but he can't be here now, so i will meet my beloved father (and Father) in heaven when the time comes.
it was an interesting Father's Day.
i don't know whether i should be smiling or scolding myself. what am i doing?
service was tough to sit through. Through It All really struck me, and all the way through prayer and even during the first part of testimony sharing i was crying like nobody's business. i haven't cried like that for a long time. i guess yesterday it really hit me. well when we got up to greet each other lihui and ge gave me a hug. and luckily ge was sitting beside me through service, and faith too. haha well i'm sorry for that outburst, and thank you to all who were concerned whether i was ok. special thanks too to huan jun who prayed for us after i came to sit beside my mum after service, and the whole crying thing just started off again. well, it IS tough, and alot of memories came back yesterday. but still, i hang on to Him. of course i miss my dad, i miss him so much. but he can't be here now, so i will meet my beloved father (and Father) in heaven when the time comes.
it was an interesting Father's Day.
i don't know whether i should be smiling or scolding myself. what am i doing?
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Red and Grey
it's RED or GREY now.
RED:
it could mean joy, happiness, xin fu.
it's something everyone would want,
it's something i want.
but compromise it would be,
if i do choose this.
then again, now?
flexible, i once said.
and yes it is true.
but distractions, distractions.
GREY:
it could mean no,
it could mean wait.
like the the word "grey"
things would be grey.
looking forward to things happening
doesn't have to mean anything.
or could it?
i don't know,
i really don't.
red : grey
50:50
RED:
it could mean joy, happiness, xin fu.
it's something everyone would want,
it's something i want.
but compromise it would be,
if i do choose this.
then again, now?
flexible, i once said.
and yes it is true.
but distractions, distractions.
GREY:
it could mean no,
it could mean wait.
like the the word "grey"
things would be grey.
looking forward to things happening
doesn't have to mean anything.
or could it?
i don't know,
i really don't.
red : grey
50:50
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Wacky!
past few days have been exciting!
Oikos was great, and i'm already looking forward to next year's! (Circle of Death: we room serviced 13 jugs of water in 3 days.) and Pastor Gabriel's just zonked out la. lol.
played keyboards for contemp service on sunday! temporary of course. first timing was more exciting than nerve-wracking. which of course was good. as long as God led me, everything would be fine. and it did! Praise the Lord!
yesterday was lit seminar and then went to phoebe's house where we did "productive stuff".
today was spent doing a rather whole lot of things!
Oikos was great, and i'm already looking forward to next year's! (Circle of Death: we room serviced 13 jugs of water in 3 days.) and Pastor Gabriel's just zonked out la. lol.
played keyboards for contemp service on sunday! temporary of course. first timing was more exciting than nerve-wracking. which of course was good. as long as God led me, everything would be fine. and it did! Praise the Lord!
yesterday was lit seminar and then went to phoebe's house where we did "productive stuff".
today was spent doing a rather whole lot of things!
- collect new passport
- lit seminar (again)
- lunch with phoebs
- popped by eng kiat's shop for the first time to surprise him! (as you can see from the previous post) i didn't even know that peninsular shopping centre was there until i saw the sign while passing just now! so sad he was all alone in the shop. oh and technically, i "bought" a skate strap at 99.3% discount! HAHAHA. $0.10 anyone? shhhh.
- met my mum and meg at orchard- shopping! my mum bought me a great dress from CHAOS :D and she got me to try on a leather dress?!
marching tmr. :(
homework done: 1%
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
one last post before i disappear for OIKOS
it's tuesday night and i've just finished packing for church camp. and to think i hadn't even started till 2 hours ago.
the holidays are whizzing by TOO fast. it'll be HALF gone by the end of camp. :(
i've been going out almost every single day. sometimes for work, sometimes for play. (hey, that rhymes!) it's even busier than normal school days.
my feet are bashed up from sunday, and Global Day of Prayer was good.
today's 060606. and i watched The Omen with asyikin, amanda goh and petrina. i was covering my eyes a quarter of the time. haha. bought my shades! watched x-men 3 with ge and elvine at The Cathay. (and phew, i stayed to watch the last scene this time) i was freeeeezing after that!
missing 2 full days of lessons, as well as class party. :( gonna miss everyone!
phoebs: as you can see, i'm finally online girl. read your blog! haha, we'll see which white dress comes first for me huh. gonna miss you these few days! love you loads! hang in there! *hugs back* here always :)
the holidays are whizzing by TOO fast. it'll be HALF gone by the end of camp. :(
i've been going out almost every single day. sometimes for work, sometimes for play. (hey, that rhymes!) it's even busier than normal school days.
my feet are bashed up from sunday, and Global Day of Prayer was good.
today's 060606. and i watched The Omen with asyikin, amanda goh and petrina. i was covering my eyes a quarter of the time. haha. bought my shades! watched x-men 3 with ge and elvine at The Cathay. (and phew, i stayed to watch the last scene this time) i was freeeeezing after that!
missing 2 full days of lessons, as well as class party. :( gonna miss everyone!
phoebs: as you can see, i'm finally online girl. read your blog! haha, we'll see which white dress comes first for me huh. gonna miss you these few days! love you loads! hang in there! *hugs back* here always :)
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